And then,it all turned ugly..

Like an iceberg,i feel..seemingly enjoying all the warmth of the sunrays falling over;
cold and frozen deep within..barren,lonely and looted.

This numbness-i wish i would atleast hope to see it gone..
But,I feel addicted to it.
It comforts.
Like nothing else.

I wish i could cry and give myself some solace.
Not being devoid of tears would have been a relief!
Alas!